Thursday, May 28, 2009
Mah Website
While you may know me as Aaron, you may have noticed that my account is morerunes. If you want to know more about my online life, check out morerunes.com and look around, it's my website.
5-28-09
More than half the time Aaron scares me because like he lies to be about being ok. That’s not an ok thing to do with me. I mean yes I get perfectly why he does this kind of thing but it’s not ok to do it with me. I’m the kind of person that can quiet perfectly if you’re lying to be just by your face. I love you Aaron. I don’t want you to ever lie to me even lying to be about your mental state is bad. Thing would be better if I knew the truth 24seven from you. Doesn’t matter if it would hurt me because I already know most of it would. Or at lest most of it should but probably won’t because many things have hurt me before. Now I feel like crying because you’re not around me and I need a hug badly. It’s not like anything is truly wrong it’s just that I need to know that life is better than what it’s made out to be. Aaron please with all your heart never leave me. Never hurt me. Never let me feel any type of pain. I want to feel happy 24seven in your arms and not have to deal with the bad in my life. I want to be able to live a life free of worries. Feel of everything bad… and know it’s all because of you. You created this safe place within my mind. Baby I want to be able to do the same for you. I want to be able to bring you joy and happiness for the rest of your life. This will mean that whatever happens no matter what we will always be together because our love should withstand anything. Anything God throws our way. Anything at all we should withstand… and stay happy because you’re the guy who makes me truly want to cry at night because I can’t be held in your arms or look deep into your eyes. I wish there was some way you could know all of this. I wish there was something I could do to show you how much I truthfully love you. I want to be able to not cry when I’m away from you… not even cry if I was away from you for only like a couple of hours. Like in school I’m perfectly fine but after school I’m not because I know that you’re not in the same building as me. That’s the part that really, really, really sucks the most. I wish to just make you the happiest guy ever on this planet earth. Also I wish no harm against you ever and if I can make sure it doesn’t happen it won’t. Is it ok for a pink haired freak of nature to just cry her eyes out and feel almost no pain? Can a pink haired freak of nature not stop thinking about someone amazing and not feel any pain either? NO, that’s not possible. I need to be with you forever Aaron. I need to make your life whole and fulfilled forever. I love you with all my heart and soul baby. Without you in my life I would die!!!
5-26-09
Today I just had a mental brake down because I’m super stressed out about putting too much crap off. Like school crap. I know it’s bad but it’s just something I can’t help but do. Like with the Consumer ED stuff most of it I don’t understand and no one really seems to help me on it. I know I could get help on it but I just never feel like getting yelled at about staying after or come in early because for the most part this kind of stuff I don’t really care about even though I should. AAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! I just need to get out of school and be done with this kind of stuff forever. All I want to do is sit around and make my films and get things started and finished and made good. Stuff that a lot of people will like stuff people would like to watch. I want to not freak out about stuff anymore. I want to be able to just do stuff and not worry. I want to make my videos for me and my friends. I want to make a long epic video this summer and show parts little by little. Like something epic with a storyline or something to that existent. Yesterday I made yes I made Aaron cry because he at first made me mad. Well ok let me start from the top… Zeb, Aaron, and Aaron’s friend Andy where hanging out and we were having fun and stuff. Nothing bad about that until he started to talk more about The Zeb Show. Yes, everything is about The Zeb Show which to me makes me thing that my web show is something people hate or never want to work on. I never hear anyone think of an epically awesome new idea for the zapyc chibis. No it’s always about The Zeb Show. That made me really mad/upset and I ran off a kind of punched Aaron. I almost started to cry but didn’t want Zeb and Andy to see me cry. Well that in return made Aaron cry because he hurt my feeling and felt bad. Oh and also he was already depressed. Yes, as he says “He’s broken” I so don’t think he is. I just think he’s complicated… lol last night also Colin Aaron’s step dad told me he was a lot like Aaron at his age. Why well because he was that type of guy that would keep his emotions all in and that he was awkward also. Yea Colin just wishes he had as much luck as Aaron does now with the ladies… meaning finding a good as girlfriend as me. Today is good I just got off the phone with Aaron and at first he was like “I’m not going to make The Zeb Show anymore” then he changed his mind. I think he only wanted to do that because of yesterday. The whole fact that no one seems to like my videos at all. Mine never make any sense at all. I need to make some videos that make sense to others. Videos that aren’t crap like my first episode…… I just thought of an epic idea for a new episode….. We should pretend to make a zapyc movie and like keep on messing up because of what someone else does. Like a failed attempt on making the most epic movie ever. It could work for reals. We just need to start working on it asap. YAY!!!!! I love thinking of awesome ideas or ZAPYC Chibis! Like ok if anyone have any ideas of what type of epic movie we should try to fail at making please tell me asap.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I worry a lot about things. Aaron scares me at time like how he can act happy then with a split second he can be so different. Yesterday seemed like a good day. Like everything good was happening for him. Going over to Zeb’s house made him somehow emotional. Still he won’t tell me what really happened. Andy, Aaron’s friend wanted him to listen to some kind of music from his iPod… nothing seemed out of the norm to me. Only until Aaron randomly started to cry without a reason to the outside world. I tried to ask him why but he wouldn’t tell me so I just left him cry as I hugged him. I hated seeing him cry like that but still I was just glade to be there to hold him in my arms. I think that did make him happier that I was there to hold him and care about him. Yes, Aaron means the whole world to me. I wish that nothing could ever make him ever feel bad or ever hurt him.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Have Font, Will Gravel
Sandy sandy sandy sandy sandy sandy sand
sand.
Right.
I've been playing GMod lately.
I just bought about 30 VHS Tapes.
yeah toast
sand.
Right.
I've been playing GMod lately.
I just bought about 30 VHS Tapes.
yeah toast
Thursday, May 21, 2009
5-21-09
I think I’m going crazy without Aaron being around… I miss him a lot but I can’t help but worry about him. Zeb and Cameron should never have a camera in their hands because they are stupid. I love them as friends but truthfully they are stupid. We need to post the videos up or at lest edit them and post them… I’m trying to find a way to get them up but yea they just need to get done. Oh yea I still need to post up the first video that no one has seen about me and Aaron. Also I need to get prom pics up here for everyone to see. Dang it I need to do so much in such a small amount of time. I don’t know if I could make it happen with such little time left in this year. I have school work I need to work on and I need to do other things with the last episode of WeGo Though the Tube. Crap, crap, crap, crap CRAP!!!! Oh well it will just happen with time. Yesterday it was weird… yea as I’ve probably said before don’t let Cameron and Zeb take the camera around and film. They make some really weird things. I love their stop motion part of the video. I’ll add it into the final project but one it would have to be sped up and played over and over at lest like 3 times. This is kind of fun because I get to see what they can make without me being around to help them film. I like some of it the other part of it is just too weird. This weekend I’m going to take my camera with me like everywhere I go and I’m going to film, film, film. Aaron will not have to miss being in this film it will just be me and him outside and him kind of dancing here and there. Wow, I so miss him. It’s hard not being around him for so long. I mean I could go a weekend without him but a whole week of school without him is really hard. Well yea ok off that topic for now… my video is turning out to be more like a crazy dance video. It’s funny as can be but still weird beyond reason… wow is the perfect word to describe it. This weekend I’m going to make Aaron dance around and just look like he is having fun with the camera. That’s the whole point of the video to show that you don’t have to be popular to still have fun and be totally awesome. Oh and it will show that you don’t have to be a prep/popular to make an awesome video for WeGo Though the tube. I need to film a lot more of me and Zeb like doing stupid stuff or me and Cameron doing stupid stuff… I also need to film some more stop motion stuff. With that I’ll just add it in on Monday. NO wait… I mean Tuesday. Lol my bad there is like no school on Monday. Oops I’m so not going to wake up early and come into school when I don’t have to and also when no one will be there to let me in. Well once it’s done I’ll add it here like all the rest of the videos. I just need to get off my lazy butt and finally post something here.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Get Down With the Sickness

So yeah, I'm kinda sick. It really sucks, because I wanted to go see the school play, so it was pretty much the worst timing to get sick. I also really miss Cristina, and I was hoping we could hang out, but I guess that's not going to happen either. At least I don't have to do the dishes for today. I pretty much get to hang around the house and play video games *yawn* I'd rather be at school feeling good.
In other news, I'm finally not feeling depressed again; I'm going to see about talking to a doctor to get some anti-depression meds, because I always feel depressed, for no particular reason. *sigh*, I'm going to go now, not really much to talk about.
Oh yeah, so another reason why I was going to go over to Pinkie's is because I was going to help fix her computer (or try) and get some filming done for ZAPYC Chibis, because she's filming it for her final project in Broadcasting, and needs to get some stuff filmed, except we don't even know what to film so bleh.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
5/17/2009
I just hate it when Aaron is sick and I can't do anything to make him feel better. He was going to come over today but his mom said no. Aaron had a bad cough and he was really tired then his noise started to run so yea and now he won't be able to come with me my dad and Michele to the school’s play this totally sucks. This totally sucks because the other day he can’t to my lunch period to by a ticket so we could sit together but now he can’t sit with us because he’s sick. So this means Aaron is going to loose $3.00. I feel so bad for him. At lest I told him about the tea soup and lots and lots of sleep. Well ok maybe if I was to pray non stop tonight maybe he could come and feel better too. All I want is for him not to feel like crap. Pretty much all day he called me in between his naps. He seems to be getting a bit better he just needs to rest until about 12:00 tomorrow because if he does maybe just maybe he’ll feel well enough to come. Please God make him better. I miss him so much like idk I just slept all day because I needed him around to be happy. Idk I was just like so bored/unhappy that I didn’t do anything at all today other than sleep and eat. I didn’t even do my hair and I look like crap. Ok fine I drew a hardcore chibi chick, and played around with a pic of Aaron because I wondered what he would look like with Blue hair. Well I was right he looks hott. Ok one really big reason I wanted to see him today is because yesterday he told me that his mom dyed his eyebrows and he got an amazing hair cut. It’s true his mom always does an amazing job with his hair. Oh and also Aaron told me that his mom gave him some eyeliner so like now he’s going to wear eyeliner. I thought his mom would find that to be weird him wearing eyeliner but I guess his mom likes the idea of him becoming more emo-ish.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Monday, May 11, 2009
Exploding Moustaches

Yesterday, I totally got to hang out with Pinkie and Zeb and my sister, and we all went over to Wendy's, except then Zeb decided to be ugly and not go with us, so he just hung out by himself at home while we ate all the delicious food. We hung walked there, and I was being a complete idiot, because I was being all clumsy and tired and slightly depressing, but other than that it was really fun. We all got bacon burgers and I got a big 'ol strawberry frosty and some sodas, and then I didn't really like the frosty, so I felt like I wasted Zeb's money (because I borrowed money from Zeb).
Today was just a pretty normal day at school, I went to all my classes, got some homework to do (which I will certainly rant about at some point, the school system I mean, because I am chock full of complaints), and practiced music in Band, like always, except I totally forgot about paying Zeb back, and I spent the money at Fry's, so I had to pay him with this week's lunch money, and now I'll be scrounging all week.
Well, that's it for now, this is Aaron, signing out.
5-11-09




Pinkie out
Friday, May 8, 2009
Ok we got Zeb to talk at this poetry thing. He so doesn’t want to do it… oh well there is nothing he can do now b/c Cameron signed his name down. I love Zeb to death as a friend and think he should so do. Idk I think he would be totally good at this poetry thing. He just needs to believe in himself. Within life you always find yourself doing things that you don’t want to be doing… it’s ok to be kind of afraid to do the unknowing. Still I say try the unknowing out because you never know if you will like it in the end. See with Aaron I find it to be that he tries out a lot of new things but doesn’t take to doing the new things so fast. What I mean by that is he kind of hesitates about doing new things…or at lest what I’ve seen about him. See Yumi is the go doer. As in she goes out and has fun with life never questioning things in her path. She wants to enjoy life not saying they don’t, she just shows it more. Cameron is just one weird little boy… Cameron don’t kill me if you see this plz!!! He’s an awesome friend but yea Cameron is weird as heck. WOW Cameron you’re one real special person. This is just idk something I need to get done. This whole ZAPYC Chibis! thing because I want to never forget my friends ever. I love these guyz. Yea if I ever was to loose any one of them then I’d be really sad. If just one of them were like truly pissed at me I’d be truly, truly sad. Now I’m just rambling on and on and on. Well all I know is that today Aaron and I are going to the mall to hang out. I’m going to be working on the 3rd episode of the ZAPYC Chibis! This will turn out to be so zapyc. Lol that’s so much fun to say zapyc. I’m going to do the dress up thing where I’m going to put Aaron into anything and everything as in from prep to emo to like skater to hippy. Well maybe… I’ll just make him try on a lot of weird things first before doing anything else. And I’ll like film a bit of it. Yes I know you guys are wondering where the first episode is or even the WeGo Through the tube episode, well it’s coming soon. Most people thought that the pudding episode was so weird. Lol now my whole broadcasting class calls Zeb “the pudding boy”. LMAO that is so funny they don’t remover him from dark laughter or anything.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
5-7-09

Days go by as I wonder about how summer is going to be. Yumi and I like almost never hang out anymore. Well only in school. Zeb I just wish that I could get him to come hang out with me outside of school away from his house like at a mall or something. That’s like never going to happen. As much as people want it to happen it won’t ever happen. Zeb is a strange one but he sure does make life a bit more fun. Truthfully I don’t think Zeb has ever gone to the mall ever… lol I think he buys his clothing offline. Funny if it’s true. Yea I’m still thinking about having a party before the year is over kind of like a graduation party but then again just a hang out with the ZAYPC Chibis! I don’t know how well that will go but yea it I’ll sure as like to try. We need to start shooting the next full episode of the show because I promised people one a week but heck that’s to not working out. Yea I have two made but neither of them is up yet. OMG I so need to get them up on the site. Yes, I’m going to try to get at lest one of them up today the first episode it’s not going to be as good as the second one but still it’s just kind of like a test run. As you know the first full episode is about me and Aaron and the second one is with everyone else in it. Sorry to say that Scotty isn’t really in our group anymore because he decided not to help us out with the episodes. I might be able to get him to help later on but I doubt it so much. He’s not really that big of a part in the group but w/e. Also something I’ve noticed is that we don’t like ever do the handshake. Lol this is lame we made up a handshake and we don’t ever do it. Gosh this is so lame…. Lol jk jk we aren’t lame but the us not doing it is. I love the ZAPYCS Chibis! These guyz have become some of my best friends ever. Wow I never thought that we would be its so zapyc! YAY!!!!! I just thought of the new episode that I should make…. This Friday me and Aaron are going to the mall and yes!!! Ok we are planning to kind of play dress up…. We should make him try on every kind of style like from nerd to total prep to even an emo look. The emo look will be like the last one we would do. It will turn out being totally awesome. In the end we should end up by him just being or at lest wanting to be himself but at lest thinking about the emo look as his favorite look. Once I get some more ideas about the episode I’ll be sure to tell you.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
5-5-09

I don’t get how one day people can be so like idk self confident and the next minute be so not. Like with Aaron he’s like that I have to like almost all the time remind him how awesome I think he is. Like with Zeb you don’t really have to because I think he has way too much self confidents. Oh yes prom went by so amazingly and I’ll show you pics as soon as I get home from school. Yes, I think for once in my life I’m truly happy with who I’m dating. I get to see him all the time and he makes me truly happy. Cameron one yes is stupid but I love having him as my friend. The other day before prom Zeb and Cameron said they were going to get a pirate ship and go crash the after prom down town. Lol that like didn’t happen or ever was going to happen. I could so see Zeb doing that. Oh sorry to say we are kind of kicking out Scotty because he isn’t really in the group he just kind of talks to us once in a while. When some one says that was so zapyc they most of the time don’t say the s so yea it seems mean to kick him out but he’s not really even part of the group.
Friday, May 1, 2009
5-1-09

Hey we just finished filming the new ZAPYCS Chibis! video about pudding. Soon it will be up on YouTube and it might get on WeGo Through the Tube. Idk how long it will take me to get this done like for you all to see but it will get up ASAP. It was so much fun putting pudding all over Zeb like randomly. He was the boy who became afraid of pudding after time. I kind of feel bad that we had to make him eat some of it when he told me he hates to eat pudding. Once it's doen I'll be sure to show you all. TTYL!!!!!
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